Online Dating - DEBBIEDOESIT seeks long term - Looking for someone to spend my life with I'm new

First of all, i want to say i am NOT here to for online chatting, i'm sorry, it's just not for me. I'm looking for a romantic, long term relationship and all the fireworks and excitement that goes with it. I am a very sensual woman who would like to be totally in love and committed to my partner and would do anything to please him. It is very important to me that we share a good sexual chemistry. I know that there are many women online who won't admit it or dance around the subject but I feel that without a solid and satisfying physical relationship, it is very hard for everything else to fall in place. I would definitely like to meet someone who is financially secure and able to take care of me. I'm looking for true romance with a gentleman who knows how to treat a lady and still is manly (macho) enough to handle a situation, make decisions and be assertive when necessary. I like to be wined and dined and made to feel special. At this point in my life, I feel that I deserve it. I don't mean to sound arrogant or high maintenance. I'm just being honest and would expect the same from him. I'm really a nice girl, can be a little shy at times and a little gullible, always trying to see the good in people. I'm just tired of being taken advantage of by losers, liars and alcoholics. . . . . i like going to the zoo, museums, waterfalls, the mountains, gardening, country music, rock n roll, little sh.itty bars where i can play the jukebox. i have 2 children. my son is 17 and lives with his girlfriend in georgia. my daughter is 15 and lives with me. we moved here from florida in april to move in with my mom. to tell u the truth, i was getting in a lot of trouble in florida, kept getting pulled over, got a bunch of tickets, which is why i lost my license and cant drive for at least one year. already got a lawyer, so soon everything will be over, then its just a matter of time to get my license back. so i moved here to the poconos to start a new life. but i have no friends here, and what am i gonna do, go to a bar with my mom? so i am getting kind of lonely. my husband of 17 years died about 5 years ago. he was my soulmate, i thought we would grow old together. i hate being alone, i hate not getting flowers and i hate not hearing "i love you" every day. i just want that spark back, and dont want to spend my life alone and unwanted.