SPUNKIE4894 seeks long term - A HEART IS A LONELY HUNTER

IM JUST A COUNTRY WOMAN ,I WORK LONG HOURS DRIVING A MINI WHEELER DUMP TRUCK I LIKE FISHING.HUNTING ,RIDING MOTOR CYCLES {RIDING} CAMPING I HATE SHOPPING !AND MOST OF ALL I LOVED BEING MARRIED BUT NOW IM DIVORCED AND I MISS HAVING SOMEONE My first thought was I don’t belong here, since I’m not particularly fond of walks on the beach, I do not offer you the worlds best massage nor will anyone ever see a photograph my private areas, I do occasionally smoke if I want but often go days without and never around someone who doesn’t. I’m fit but wouldn’t dream of showing the world that. I’m described as erudite and have integrity, you see with integrity you have nothing to fear, since you have nothing to hide. With integrity, you will do the right thing, so I have no guilt. With fear and guilt removed I’m free to be and do my best, to live a spectacular life but I’m not programmed to do it alone. I can’t walk water,im just human Maybe my heads in the clouds…So I decided to articulate what I think a relationship could or should be, to me it begins with: Loyalty, very few know what it is. Being there for someone 100%, protecting them from harm, loving them, desiring them, and finding them to be the sexiest most beautiful person to you. Monogamy, because you feel the love and sexuality are so special that you can only devote it all to one person, not give it away for the sheer thrill of it to others. Trust, the backbone of the relationship.if you go across the ocean, I'll still know that your heart, sexuality and love belong only to me. Generosity, it’s not about money but it's about making the other person feel wanted, little gifts, thoughtful words, knowing that you'll cover me with warm blankets when I get cold. Sharing secrets together and even our own code language, that nobody gets but us. It's not about what you do for a living; it's not about your bank account or the size of your wallet. It's self-respect, you love your body, you take care of it, you aren’t perfect, you just want to be perfect to you. Your mind is something that keeps improving, you keep maturing yet you’re still a child at heart. Me, I’m not perfect, don't expect me to be, I don't expect you to be either. Although, we just may be perfect for each other. It's not about picture swapping before we even decide if we are "worthy" to waste time on each other. Everything comes in due time as we make the effort to actually know each other. It's about me loving your words and waiting eagerly to see your email in my email box. The world is so full of war, anger, insecurity, crime, religion and things that divide us. No one seems to have the time for genuine love and compassion. Maybe I have my head in the clouds but I have hope. If you are my type of man, you will be drawn to me, you will answer this ad with honesty and you will entice me into your world. You will know how to charm me with more than one sentence. Let me save you from being jaded and suspicious. We have a lot of interesting conversation to have, over wine, don't we? There’s my soft side, I’m not afraid. For the side that avoids pain