lonly person seeking lonely person - 43 male in canton, Ohio

I am going to break the rules here and will likely drive you away but I can only ask that you imagine a first date as follows. I may be right, I may be wrong, but a lunatic may not be what you are looking for. I want to twirl you through the crowds and when you actually begin to laugh from the heart like a little girl, I want to hold you tight and bring forth the memories of happiness you had as a small child memories that will endure for a lifetime. Then wine you and dine you so you remember I am still normal. But then I want to coax that blushy smile to your face that makes you shine like a rose. walk you through a twilight lit park, hand in hand before departing with a gentle kiss to your forehead. At that moment in time, when the stars are peeking down at you, the cool air sobers your emotions and you adult mind starts locking away your heart screaming "Stop thinking like a child!" and the soft, moist grass beneath your feet is silent and relaxing. TIME ACTUALLY FREEZES! NOTHING ELSE MATTERS BUT THE MOMENT. NO HOME, NO CAR, NO KIDS, NO JOB, THE BILLS, THE BOSS. YOU PAST RELATIONSHIPS. NOTHING MATTERS BUT THE WONDERMENT OF THE MOMENT. THE FACT THAT YOUR HEART OPENS AND ACTUALLY CONCIEVES OF WHAT LOVE MUST BE LIKE. CALM PLEASURE AND SECURITY FOR A MOMENT FROZEN IN TIME. IN TIME. AT THIS MOMENT I WANT TO GAZE INTO YOUR EYES AND KNOW THAT YOU WONDER IF YOU COULD BE THE WOMAN THAT I CAN LOVE AND BUILD A LIFE AROUND. i WANT TO KNOW i AM LOOKING INTO THE EYES OF THE WOMAN AND NOT THE FLESH. I WANT YOU TO LOOK IN MY EYES AND WONDER WHAT ANGEL OF GOD SENT ME TO AWAKEN THE CHILD WITHIN. I WANT YOU TO RUN LIKE A KID AGAIN, WALTZ THROUGH A STORE WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD. I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS REMEMBER IT AS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST EVENINGS OF YOUR LIE. FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE A CHILD, I WANT TO SEE YOU SMILE A FAIRYTALE SMILE. ONE LIKE YOU HAVE HAD STARTING ON YOUR FACE JUST NOW. A LAUGH OR SMILE LIKE THAT. THEN i CAN WALK OFF KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE HAD ONE OF THE BEST EVENINGS OF YOUR LIFE. CONFIDENT THAT YOU WILL NOT ONLY CALL ME BUT WANT TO SPEND, NOT ONLY ONE DAY, BUT MONTHS, YEARS, OR DECADES WITH ME. nOW i HAVE EITHER DRIVEN YOU OFF, OR I HAVE A WOMAN WANTS AND DESIRES LOVE AS MUCH AS i DO. YOU CAN CALL ME AT YOUR WILL IF YOU WISHEVEN CUSS ME OUT FOR WASTING YOUR TIME, OR JUST TO TALK AT 9-. i JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT IF A WOMAN CANNOT ALLOW ME TO MAKE HER DIMPLE WITH LAUGHTER AND PLEASURE, THEN IT WILL NOT LAST. THAT IS ALL I CRAVE, TO SEE THE HEART. tO SEE THAT SHE IS HAPPY ON THE INSIDE AS WELL AS OUTSIDE. IF YOU CANNOT LET YOUR INHIBITIONS DOWN FOR AN EVENING LIKE THAT, THEN WHY WASTE OUR TIME . Too many guys today do that and they ruin a normally beautiful woman. so call me or write me if you think we can have one of those nights. All of my profiles have been written by ex-girlfriends who openly stated they THOUGHT I WAS INSANE ON THE FIRST DATE! AND THE SECOND AND SO ON.I was spontanious, caring, good with children of any age, kind and consitantly nurturing romantic nights. THEY BECAME AFRAID OF THAT LOVE AND WE BROKE UP BECAUSE THEY WERE AFRAID OF A RELATIONSHIP. I DONE NOTHING WRONG. I guess we are dammned if we do and damned if we dont But they loved me I ALWAYS BELIEVED A MAN NURTURES LOVE FROM WITHIN THE WOMAN. BUT WHEN I DO THEY GET SCARED OF THE VERY SAME EMOTION I WANTED THEM TO FEEL. SO i TELL YOU THAT SO YOU KNOW I AM NOT CRAZY. I AM DIFFERENT THAN ANY MAN I EVER MET IN MY VEIWS OF HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN. SO THERE IT IS.