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LIGHTBRITE1111 - Interested, interesting, enjoys edification. Sexy is easy. Sensual, delighted, joyful are harder to find.
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| Portland, Oregon
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| Above average
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| My Physique, what do you think?
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| Caucasian
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| Female
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| 5'5 - 5'6
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| Single
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| Here For
Dating
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People say that I am:
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Don’t look at me that way. Everybody was thinking it, I just had the nerve to say it. There are the passionate and the cowardly bystanders. There has to be a few of me tossed in the salad for flavor. I can’t always be ON. It’s like getting a idd tap on the shoulder and bold of energy I didn’t have, “Your up girly!”
Yeah, that might describe me. Bystanders ruin lives every day. Cowards make more work for us all. We all know that but how many of us are willing to dial corporate? Etc… in the city a body can be stepped over for hours. No one wants involved. Likely wasn’t a body initially. I’m funny, jovial, dancing in the supermarket isle, or warning a bank teller if he doesn’t get a real teller over to help me I’m gonna begin screaming in a tone that might shatter this glass with a growl and glare that make women say stupid things like, “I have to think about my own life.” As if I wanted anyone’s life! Pale Bruised Pansies & their Histironics, I have no time for them. But I do get a bank manager.
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Things that have bothered me:
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LIES and BULLIES
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I am looking for:
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I’m really fascinated by a lot. Someone emotionally available is a must. Closed off people are like diving into a pool that is filled with concrete. You just get the worst headache. Sense of humor. Sensitive without needing to be critical. I think being accepting of each other at half century is pretty important. We’ve all had our share of life and pain by now, we have values, and differences of opinion whether it makes sense to each other or not. Better to accepting than to need to be right. That’s what I think.
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My funniest life experience:
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I have to many to choose one right now! I can’t tell you how great that feels.
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Cool Movies:
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Oh I have loved many movies. Hilgdalgo (forgive my spelling) is a classic and all time favorite. The Great Raid, I liked Saving Private Ryan, loved Forest Gump, but what was the name of Brad Pitt as the tank commander? That was under rated! I liked Where the Crawdads Sing, I liked True Lies and Avatar, I like to chant suspend reality suspend reality!!! I love the new series with the Magical Beasts and the Guardians of the Galaxy. Is it Star Trek or Star Wars? Star Trek for Life, Star Wars for movies.
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My Favorite Groups are:
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Music is intimate and not. I can tell you my nervous system can’t not tolerate todays Jazz or Metal.
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I am looking for a personality like:
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I knew a man who saw the comedy, the sit behind my peculiar humor. He would hold his mouth trying so hard not to laugh and laugh hard out loud as I bored with a woman arguing a price in a DOLLAR STORE. A real dollar store. So I called for a “Price Check On Isle 4” I mean SERIOUSLY. He nearly wet his pants laughing. The clerk had to keep a straight face. The old woman in front of me we will call Southern Baptist glared at my surely condemning me to somewhere horrible for what I don’t recall reading is a sin. Cards either. But there we were. He had pain in his eyes I understood, but unlike all the others he didn’t pretend it wasn’t there. He was the first person I had ever met in the world I would never trade childhoods with. Now I have met a second I would rather not. I’m so grateful for suffering. Without it I would have never sought deep beautiful answers that have given me freedoms from bizarre random societal expectations I’ll never be able to meet. I am beautiful, so full of love it over flows, and I miss having “my person”.
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Are you willing to compromise in difficult times and situations?
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Anyone who loves their family and friends can compromise. I may really want to hear Alternative but my Grandson only enjoys Country. Since I enjoy that too, let’s shxx kick! I can’t eat some food and people make side dishes for me, I appreciate the compromise more than they probably could understand.
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Willingness to meet others from boM:
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I hav were met and laugh dated from the internet. I made a best friend from this site in and hadn’t been back. A lot has changed
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Are you ready to start from scratch?
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If I met THE ONE, my only concern would be them being scared off while I get something taken care of that will be painful and take a little time to recover from. Life comes at the speed it wants to. You either accept it or miss it, is the way I figure. I’ve been single a long time To be ready.
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My typical day:
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I’m not completely recovered from my 6 bought a of Covid and long Covid. I have just had an important surgery delayed. My Long Covid severity gave me Dysautonomia and this with my car accident has caused me to have unpredictable and poor vision. That took away driving. Imagine the blow. I had already lost my most beloved career as an RN and College full time Faculty. Now…is there anything I am independent with. Initially, No. Now, YES!!! I even have a scooter to try to go to the store, except…I’m sick and it is raining and cold. So I pay fees for delivery. I beg people. I told my roommate my 1/25 surgery would HAVE to be canceled because of the bronchitis and sinusitis resistance and she forcefully said, “WELL THEN WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO DO IT? You’re always sick?” I felt I had been hit with daggers. But in her 4 months, I had Covid twice, RSV, Bronchitis, and Long Covid in between and Dysautonomia where I just fainted. So 35; 127995; 8205; 9792; 65039;, it’s all about perspective. Right? Still, OUCH.
I get an email Living in Portland on the Cheap. If there is a Festival, a cool thing to do, I learn about it. I am a member at the Museum. I LOVE the Museum. I want to be a Member at the Zoo but I’mon a fixed income for sure. I like the movies at Living room Theater. I love action movies and Sci Fi. I enjoy quality drama but can watch that at home. I LOVE MY TWO LITTLE BITTY DOGS! I really do. I talk. I am that weird woman who has lived alone a really long time and tells her dogs what she’s doing all day. Hahaha. People move in and don’t know WHEN I’m talking to. Them. I Promise if I am talking to you I will call your name and know I have your attention. I shop on a site and then buy nothing- I wisely recall I shopped already recently. I binge watch a show. Then forget to finish it. I do Self Help activities, and grow Spiritually, mentally, and I do better physically. Yeah right? I say yes. Don’t think I could stand a person that had never looked inward and thought, oh… that could use some tweaking. Insight is so valuable.
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My Wish List Includes:
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My list of desired things to do is simple. I miss the stars against the black night sky, and a crackling fire in a pit. I miss washing off nude just inside the forest from the road. I miss Brietenbush. I miss riding on the back of a bike with a nice saddle, something that won’t hurt me now since the accident. I LOVE WIND. I love our coast, and kites. I want to watch my lover fly a box kite up high, come and help me under my umbrella build my fort of sand!
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I'm not Materialistic.
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I Don't Smoke.
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I Don't Drink.
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I Like Pets.
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Sometimes I like to travel.
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I am Not an Active Person.
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I Don't spend long hours at Work.
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Sometimes I am a spontaneous person.
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Friends Are Important to me.
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I Don't Like having Competitive Partners.
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I Don't Like Clubs/Bars.
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My life is somewhat stressfull.
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I Don't Try to stay in Shape.
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I sometimes want to get married.
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Sometimes I feel that I would like to have kids.
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Sometimes I can be stubborn.
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I Love going to the Movies.
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Sex Is Important to me.
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I like a Clean Place.
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God is sometimes important to me in relationships.
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